Lately, I have been feeling stressed, overwhelmed, frustrated and depressed about where I'm at in life. These kinds of thoughts keep me on edge and keep me up at night. I'm unable to shake them. I'm unable to fight them.
I've spent months, close to a year on Reddit trying to get feedback or trying to learn things that would help find my sonic sound and elevate my music to where I want it to be but I have been met with nothing but silence, dismissal, rejection and disrespect from people who seem to lack any empathy, compassion and understanding.
While I see loads of others receiving feedback, praise, upliftment, encouragement or validation. But I am wrong to want the same as a human being who has been deprived of that for so long? Okay. Cool.
I have come to a point where I am burnout and exhausted with trying to improve, not knowing how to improve by myself and not receiving help or advice on how to improve by others when I couldn't figure it out myself.
I don't know what to do at this point. Honestly.