hey guys,
I had an accident with my beardie.
He liked to brake out of his enclosure and hide somewhere near my bed , Yesterday was the same I came in my room searched everywhere for him and found um in a hole in under my bed.I wanted to get him out but it was to heavy and i guess you can tell what happend next. we rushed to the nearest vet but they told us that they had no one for reptiles so we drove further to the next one. He was still breathing and looking at me. at the reptile vet they examined him and said that he had multiple fractured bones.they said there were 2 options
1.we put him down or option 2. they keep him there and try to fix him. I really wanted option 2 but I knew that It would just hurt him so we decided to put him down. The worst thing is that he took all his strength to look at me before we left. it just brakes my heart and I can’t forgive myself for what I did.I know accidents happen but it really hurts to see an empty enclosure in the morning with no one in there looking at me. I got him because i was depressed and i wanted to prove to my father that i can take care of him.But it was not even a year that i could take care. He was my support animal i miss him so much that i cry all the time now thinking of him.We are going to get him later today and burry him.
I don’t know what to do now my father said I could get a new beardie so I have something to take care of.But i’m scarred that I hurt another one. I’m so sorry what i did to him.