20m here and i wanna share my story about my mother
my mother had problems with my father and she spent the first 12 years of my life outside of our house and she came home like once every weekend and sleep at our house, when i was 9 we wanted to go out and i got an argument with her about what i wanna wear and as a normal child i started crying and she tossed me a knife and told me to end it since then i had problems with SH and im a year and two months and 2 days clean, when i was 11 or 12 i was very scared of everything so i slept alot in my parents room one day when i was sleeping in my parents bed my mom was sleeping next to me my father was at work that day and when i woke up my mom groped me she squeezed my private parts i screamed at her and she didnt stop until i jumped out of the bed and she never talked to me about it ever, my grandma molested me multiple times and i never told anyone about these stories because im very ashamed and feel disgusting whenever something sexual happens to me i get so disgusted by the person who made the comment or the sexual act and i really want someone to hear me about these stories.