I don’t know what to do anymore
I’ve been with this girl for nearly two years now. And I really can’t help but attract to her. She’s currently blocked on everything and I all can do is think about going over right now.
This relationship has had multiple occurrences. I never was a smoker and I told her and she took it upon herself to quit. She would tell me over and over she was off of it and under multiple occasions I would come over and she would forget to put up her vape and honestly vaping wasn’t the issue. I asked to just be open about it rather than lie. She chose to lie. Over, and over. I just wanted the truth, it was okay.
Following this she went to a birthday with her girl bestfriend, plenty of girls and according to them only girls. Except for the birthday girls man. She mentioned another man being there and only being the driver, so I asked, an uber? She agreed. I go through her phone and I find a white guy in photos with them. I ask, she says this man was only there to drop them off at the pizza place and never with them after. We head to bed the next day and I search her phone again, I find him at the pizza place , her leaning on his shoulder. All up in a video with this man. She claims they had no room, another video saying otherwise but she stuck to it. I ask if that’s all he was with them with. She says yes. I go through her phone again. He was at the hotel with them. At a pool with them. Bikinis. In practically every photo. She wouldn’t stop lying. Over and over.
This pattern occurs in the littlest and largest things, so many so I gave up on trying to remember. Including not telling me her ex texted her.
Then there’s right now. I go through her phone to find her talking about sexual things in a group chat, and proceeding to ask her friend about another guys member. And I quote, “was it big?” And that was it. I gave up. She’s blocked. I talked to her irl and well. Idk anymore, all my stuff is at her house and I don’t know what to do or feel.