More than 3 years free from lust....hear me out
For those who are struggling with ejaculation and porn addiction..... you may think "why only me?"..... "why do I feel so drained, so tired after relapse?"..... "is it some kind of curse?"..... while my friends and others seem to live a "normal" life with normal masturbation?
Here's the truth..... your testosterone level is low! That's why you feel so drained, so guilty after ejaculation.
But don't worry..... semen retention will give you back the power and energy that sometimes even feels overwhelming. You start to smile more...... set higher goals..... you radiate charisma..... you begin living a life that others only dream about.
And yes, it's true! You can achieve that..... in fact, you have to achieve that. Because there is no alternative path for you.... either succeed in semen retention or live a life that is drained, guilty, full of shame, hiding behind screens..... growing old with regret and then die.
No one really accepts that pathetic life deep inside..... so what are you waiting for? Even if you failed 1000 times, try the 1001st time. Your brain and body are adapted to the habit, to the lust, to the dopamine hit..... but once you cross the flatline, the anger phases, the repeated wet dreams..... after 90+ days you will realize lust becomes so small, so powerless..... you can crush it completely.
There is a reason you had low T..... you were meant to conquer lust, to taste the true essence of life!..... You were born for this! Everything you went through was preparing you for what you asked for... so no more sadness, no more crying, no more negative thoughts. The world is waiting for you to rise.
I know your heart is crushed from trying again and again..... I know every time you said "this time I will definitely make it"..... lust punched you in the face and dragged you down. I know that pain..... because I've lived it.
I did repeated NoFap challenges in 2021, 2022..... and I failed over and over. My heart broke every time..... hope lost again and again. But somehow, through all those failures, I gained experience, a better understanding of lust, life, and my own body..... and finally I succeeded.
For me, meditation was rare..... I still rarely do it. But don't be like me ... you should meditate and make it a daily habit. What personally do is pray..... I kneel down and pray daily for 40 minutes..... and I've been doing this for the last 6 years.
During my journey I wished so badly to have someone to guide me..... someone who had conquered lust to speak with. But I found none. That loneliness was painful.
But you..... you don't have to walk alone. My DM is open for anyone struggling. I'm willing to support you, to guide you daily for 90 days, to hold accountability with you. Because I know the pain..... and I don't want anyone else to suffer the way I did.
Trust me..... once you cross 40 days, you will smile like you never did before.