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If there is one experience I could have, at will, it wouldn’t be anything other then a dream where I can hold you, smell your perfume, tell you how sorry I am, and just exist in the same space as you. Just for a few minutes. You know I’ve never had sight, but when I was with you, I felt your light. I got high on your beauty, on your voice. I can never forget.
It eats me up, every single day. For 13 years now. I know when we were young I wasn’t who you needed, and when we almost reconnected I let a lot of things stop me, from focusing on us. And now we our both with others, and I hate myself. I’m so sorry. For all of it. I truely do wish you happiness. I hope the people in your life can see and feel your light.