I have just now realised that i unknowingly manifested my friend circle.
During lockdown, stuck at home i would always daydream about running away and living a completely different life, where i was the main character. I used to be obsessed with kpop so would imagine myself as an idol with two other girls. whom i gave a whole persona, name and everything.
and i wasn't actively trying to manifest or anything but that fantasy world was so dear to me that every night i would think about living that life, every day i would zone out into that world and now maybe 6 years later, i actually have that two girls in my life. so much alike like my fantasy, their personality match almost accurately and its so awsome to think about it.
after school most of my friends got away, but these two are my best friends to this day. we were already friends when i had that fantasy but not much close or anything. I had a lot of friends but i was never anyone's priority or best friend.
then one girl had a very toxic fight with her former bestfriend and she started to hang out with me more often because of similar classes and all and the other one was already a little close with me but slowly she got busy to keep up with her other friends but we grew closer somehow and now we are trio.
they have been a blessing to my life from the heavens. from this i take it that when you least expect it, things unfold beautifully. let's stop worrying so much and live like its nothing.