Life.
I js wanna vent rn
Im 16M in a pretty good doing family
But life's pretty bcs my parents have a stone age mindset.
I made a deal with them that If I got above 90 percentage in boards they would buy me a phone. They didn't. So I used the money I had been saving up for years about 15k and bought one on my own and now they're threatening to take it away.
I've taken pcm and go to vmc for coaching. I took today off because it was raining and my dad called and told me to go to vmc so that I can atleast attend the second class which begins at around 6. I told him I didn't want to and he said it's my choice. It isn't because when he gets home he will probably scold me. Because I took 1 day off. Even when I was in 10th, 9th, 8th ... I didn't take more than a week off in the entire year. Not because I'm super healthy but because I couldn't. I have proof btw
I have my parents have 2 laptops out of which the older one I use. It's meant for me to use for educational purposes but I like gaming on it. It's an old dell laptop not the best, but it was fine. Until my parents found out, to them gaming is like a massive sin or smt and gamers always fail in life so they took it easy.
So I'm obviously just an investment to them. I just want to be seen as a human being with his own emotions and feelings.
I would like to talk more but I have to go to vmc else I will get scolded. I don't want to go. But I have no choice. I wish I could control my life a bit more.
Sorry if I made grammatical mistakes I feel like I'm not mentally sane right now
I'm sad.