Is this done
I’m currently six months pregnant. I have two daughters which are home my love and I have a husband that I’ve been with for about nine years and married one year with my husband I am 33 and he is 41 but I had recently gotten pregnant again the third time and I was really excited about it and he was too, unfortunately it came immediately after my last baby And I really hadn’t had any time to lose weight so I was a little sensitive about it. He works full-time and I take care of both of my daughters while he’s at work, but he also has a drinking and had a relapse on drugs but so far he does good for a while and then he stops but he has been doing really good, but nevertheless, I recently found out that I might get a really good job and I was really excited about it one day. He had worked a couple weeks and hadn’t gotten paid and I had an interview coming up I needed some clothes for the interview and some stuff for the kids. I had asked him about getting paid for the two weeks that he had been working, but he was getting over his drunken night and hung over. He was extremely upset and started throwing stuff at me calling me disgusting and fatand he said that he would get money for me and he didn’t wanna talk to me cause I’m so disgusting. He broke a window and left. unfortunately, his mother is always on his side and says that it’s my fault that I shouldn’t have said anything to him. She always thinks that I’m the one that makes him upset which is totally opposite. He apologized later on, but it still bothers me every single day I’m just wondering, does he really think this about me? I’m considering when I get my job if I get it to save up and get my own car and apartment, but I don’t know what to do is this something that can be fixed ? I might add that recently after that he has not let me know anything about his money in his bank. I don’t have access to it at all and recently he gave us a little money for food and then spent his whole check on something which he won’t be transparent about . I’m just so lost is this normal ?