u/Fickle_Elk_9479

what if god is an evil clown. he doesn't even feel that smart but I could be wrong. maybe he is playing it low key. maybe he is a sadistic clown that is playing tricks on us. just look at world and tell me if divine or evil. like everything is f ed up and twisted. the fact that evil is so strong compared to other things is beyond comprehension. like why everything has to be so f ed up in this world. what's the point of all this evilness.

like it's kind of sad and unfair that when we are born our mental canvas is mostly empty. like we have a hard time imagining beauty and it's really hard for us to even dream of beauty. and when you are young you are stuck in the place where you live. its kind of disturbing that we can't imagine or play with aur imagination. like aur imagination is basically useless maybe. like we can't draw images or like make panoramas. we have to see panoramas or scenery first. its like a curse . its like you are born with a brain which is like a puzzle that is missing a lot of pieces and all those pieces are scattered around the world. like you are gonna have to hunt or not even hunt just stumble upon those pieces by pure luck but the other half of the time when you are not stumbling upon them you are gonna suffer. you are gonna feel despair, feel bored

you are gonna feel empty. like this system is so broken. like basically you are born insufficient to be happy. its hard to even cope because your imagination is useless and is of no help.

as you grow up you then see places and fill your mental canvas to some extent. but that part is very painful and hard and long. its disturbing. you have to feel very empty a lot of times. you basically have to go through a lot of hardships and suffering to get to those missing pieces. this is the sad reality that we live in.

Like it makes me sad that this is the reality that we live in. We should be free and independent but we are not. We need money and capital for food. We need houses to live in.we need water connection gas connection. The point is this world is a system for satan where we are not free. This world is the playground of Satan imo like why are we not free and independent self sufficient like maybe for examples animals where we don't need anyone and only need ourself for everything. This evil system is a plague imo. This world is evil by design is what I am trying to say. Like it is satanic. We are living in a system of Satan. Why is it like this is beyond me.

like we need to be free from dependence and stuff. like we should be sovereign in every aspect . like right now we are in shackles . we are not independent. its f ed up.

like this whole world design is clownfest. like why the fuck are we not independent.

the people in power are archonic and satanic. like why we can't live without food. I actually hate food really. I don't enjoy it. why god made us so dependent on people in power.

we are not free. we are in shackles of dependence. we shouldn't be dependent on anything that we can't control. whether it be food water or anything. we should need nobody else for survival. its such a stupid and blatantly evil design. like the fact that people can control resources tells us something about this god. its that he is evil.

like why the f we need cars to travel. why can't we just fly to where every we want . why there are gatekeepers to foundationals and basics. like there should be nothing under anyone control if your life depends on it. god is f ed up. there are countless examples where we should be sovereign but we are not. like what the f does god even want.

like people begging on the street for food life wtf. it feels f ed up.. like why are we not free as aur own entity. we should be sovereign as aur own entity. like why