Scared of my bed, dread nights
Hey, this is actually my second post as I’ve just discovered this subreddit! But I have soo many questions. I’ve had longstanding insomnia so bad I’d cry all night and I’ve been having nights of 0 sleep, not even a few minutes. I get SO ill after. I’ve lost 2.5kg in 5 days, I’ve thrown up, I get tachycardic etc. I never used to get physically ill from it but I wonder, is anyone else terrified of their bed? Or nights?
Especially when I was younger I would dread the nights, it felt like an exam approaching. It got to the point where I actually had to sleep on the floor in my room because I was convinced I could never sleep in my bed again. It almost feels like the enemy at times