u/Few-Instance7414

Hey yall,

Some days I wake up and feel amazing and full of love and light and self control. Other days I’m super depressed, about to cry all day, suicidal thoughts sometimes, don’t want to do anything, am rude and short w people I love, etc. and I’ll pray to God to change me but he doesn’t do anything in the moment to make me feel better. It reminds me of David’s bipolarity- asking God why he’s forsaking him and in other psalms telling us to cast all of our burdens on God.

Does anyone have a similar experience? Is this a young thing or does it stay with you forever?

Love you