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idk where to start bss 25 din bache hai im so so so behind, na hi meine jee ki prep ki thi 85.6%ile mein bhi khuch nhi milra hai, ghar valo ne drop ke lie to mana kr rkha hai and even im not someone who can 100% guarantee ki drop year mein pdh skti hu. ive tried locking in so many times bhai but ptani i get so sleepy i try to drink coffee but nothing works for me mera kafi din to aise hi waste hojata hai this and also that meri 11th is ekdum untouched to i have to watch lectures pehele notes banane then questions practice and it takes double the time i expected it to take. mera to backlog mein bhi backlog bane jara hai idk if i can complete syllb and idek if bitsat is achievable for me. i try to lockin but pta nahi yar bits looks like an unachievable dream to me atp. i see fellow aspirants starting pdhna 30 days before bitsat2 or smth i thought i cld relate but they are the students who have already completed syllb or have notes on everything and doing syllb much much faster. attempt 1 i only got 120 vo bhi bina padhe hi gayi thi im fine w mechanical but idk man i have to give papers of other cllgs too and center jane mein hi mera pura pura din jayega. sorry for rant idk i just feel really down i feel kinda alone rn sab log aage nikl rahe hai im the one stuck. i lowkey dont have any good cllg options this was kinda like last hope for me ill try to do as much as i can but idt its gonna be enough