u/FeralKitten1025

Once again, my thoughts drift to you. It makes me so fucking angry. I want to scream LET ME GO and yet I hope that you don’t let me go. I hope that you think of me as much as I think of you. I re read the letter you sent and maybe I’m reading too much into it but damn, that was the most emotion I’ve gotten from you this entire time. It makes me think that you maybe were starting to have feelings for me - beyond just having fun. But again, because I can’t ask you, my brain fills in the blanks. So I am left with creating fantasies in my head and in my stories. 

Will there be a fucking day where I don’t think about you at all? It doesn’t seem like it. At least anytime soon.

Jesus I feel insane.