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I'll be clear
when i say alone i don't mean alone at home or something like that, i'm an introverted person and I love being alone, the problem is "feeling" alone
everytime i felt extremely anxious there were a lot of things in common
I felt alone.
I had a big big anxiety attack the last july and since then anxiety is a daily friend, it was caused by the fact that i had to go to vacation, but also my friends and they were far away from me
that shit made me go insane, I had the most confusing event of my life
i'm typing this because this friday, 3 of my close best friends went to a trip, they're coming back tomorrow, and since saturday morning i've been feeling like shit again.
It's kinda lame to feel like this when people have fun on their own, but apparently I'm too much emotional when it comes to interpersonal relationships
so yeah, i'm not alone, i have some other friends in town at the moment, i just feel alone
i wonder if anyone else of you feels like this too, and if you do/had please tell me how do you manage and your coping system
it's a positive thing to know i care about people so much that i love them like this, but it's not good to be feeling bad when said people have fun or go to a trip
but i never disturb them, i haven't contacted them once since they went away, i know my place and they also have stress and problems they probably went to this trip to relax a bit
thank you so much for reading this post, i'll be glad to reply to anyone on this thread, we can give each other tips