u/Feisty-Version2625

The days are worse than the nights.

I wait, and watch for the sun to go down just to feel some peace at knowing another day without you is at an end.

You said you missed talking to me

Then, you stopped talking to me.

What am I supposed to do?

Fill the hours with mindless tasks?

It was all mindless until you came along.

That's the worst of it.

You turned everything back on.

Brought me back from the brink of just going through the motions.

I know it sounds maudlin, but that doesn't mean it's not true.

So, what am I supposed to do?

Pretend like you never existed?

Turn it all off again?

Close up shop?

That's what I want to do.

I want to hate you.

At least the hate would push me forward.

But, I can't hate you.

Isn't that why it hurts so much?

My mind is pushing for resolution, but my heart is waiting in vain.

Hoping for a message.

A call.

A kind word.

That's the ultimate battle.

That's why I'm here.

Speaking it into the void.