u/Feisty-Mechanic-6524

Anyone else feeling totally underwhelmed by themselves? Or like this process has robbed them of joy or pride?

Ive been through so much pain and trauma in my personal life and yet I still have nothing to show for it.

Two cycles in, multiple interviews and still no acceptances (on a few waitlists though). And hell even if I got an acceptance, it would just likely be the result of someone else turning down their offer and me being the backup plan.

I wish I could just accept my mediocrity as an applicant and person lol.

Maybe ill feel differently with an acceptance lol. At least then I could work towards redeeming my subpar undergrad experience.

Yes im in therapy. Yes im aware I should be happy I got any interviews at all.