heya, thinking of posting this in the community even though i’m not a student anymore HAHA but i used to be one okay!
anyways i’ve been talking to this girl (let’s call her girl A) for about 2 months now whom i met on a dating app. we’ve met about 3 times now and i think we hit it off quite well. we also text a lot daily on telegram and it’s always like 2-3 hours of texting. the thing is both of us have never been in a relationship before and we’re kind of stuck between that border of friends and relationship. so right now we are just taking it slow and continuing to text each other everyday.
here comes the problem. recently, my friend told me that this other girl (girl B) supposedly broke up awhile back and he saw girl B on a dating app. for context, girl B was someone from my class in JC and we were quite close, talking to each other a lot, teasing each other a lot as well. i’ve liked girl B for really long even though i didn’t tell her about my feelings despite her being single back then. she only got attached after we graduated yet at that time it still didn’t really hit me as i was still kind of falling head over heels for her. i decided one day to just let her go which was primarily why i hopped onto the dating app bandwagon and started talking to girl A. at first when my friend showed me girl B’s dating profile i didn’t believe it. so i went to the app and skipped every profile until i saw hers and boom it sure as hell was there right in front of my eyes. suddenly, all the feelings started to rush back. i almost gave her profile a like but my instinct was faster in just closing the app.
here comes the dilemma though, it’s been about 1.5 years since i’ve talked to her but from time to time i keep thinking of her, looking at her instagram profile (which btw i actually don’t follow her 💀😭) i’m just thinking whether i should just text her, ask her how she’s doing. but is it worth it to throw away what i have with girl A for girl B whom i might not even get together with? deep down i know i still really like girl B and possibly want something more with her but girl A? do i just say goodbye?
anyways, thanks for reading… i’m going to listen to drop dead on repeat now