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I am so scared of falling in love or liking someone too much. The pain of what went down in my previous relationships has scarred me so much that I am now numb to everything... success feels like someone else's... gifts meant for me also doesn't feel like mine... I want to feel happy but my heart is so numb. Tired of being hurt. Tired of being betrayed. Perhaps the walls I built were always meant to stay up.

When would I feel safe enough? Perhaps I am too perceptive... I notice a lot of small things, so much that my friends are scared of me. Do I just need to not care? Is that how people live? Maybe that's the secret to being happy.

- a titan in the walls