Can anyone give me some assistance when it comes to this? It's weird that the signs I have in Jupiter are the exact opposite. Capricorn is debilitating but Sag is the opposite when in Jupiter, so idk how to understand that. My life feels strange all the time and in regards to my goals I tend to hesitate on the stuff I truly want because I'm afraid I won't get it in time. Tips, please! Thank you very much.
I am also confused as to why I have a 4th house ruler for my 10th house when working at home seems boring and lonely to me. Seeing that my "destined" career choice makes me feel nauseated because I'm interpreting it as I'll be fated to work a job I don't want or a job that doesn't fulfill me? Help, need advice
I don't know how to ease this feeling of restlessness and conflict in my head. Upon reading my birthchart, I realized I have multiple places in the 4th house and no 10th house placements which is so confusing to me, given how much I want to stray away from the family/home life I've experienced (horrible debilitating childhood) , and how badly I've always wanted a public reputation, to inspire people, to be known, etc. I have no idea how to interpret myself anymore and am having a bit of a crisis, like I don't even exist in this world and all of the things I've desired and cared for mean nothing in terms of what is fated for me.
If anyone has ANY advice, please please reply. I really don't know how to feel.