i have bad booze cruise problem uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
yea title basically says it. I’ve been doing this off and and on for a bit and i know im not an alcoholic tho so not sure why i do it but everytime its a great time i just enjoy just listening to music going on long drives. its a bad habit ive had but i know im a good driver and would never cause any accident as stupid as that sounds but it’s true so. i’m happy in life, im currently in college learning something i love and just got a job in the same field making great money doing what i love and overall pretty happy and grateful for what i have but i know what im dojng is self destructive behavior. the only thing i can think of is my personal life regarding family issues but ive been so happy and content with life its weird that one thing can throw me off in a way so bad. for my career if i were to get a dui it would be career ending which has been a big motivation to stop but i just cant. i think its because alcohol is the one thing i can do having my job (depending how long ive had it in my system) without getting in trouble but yea idk its just stupid of me to do it and i know i shouldn’t but it’s fun