I really think minimalists are so cool. Like the vibe?? The cleanliness?? The calm, organized energy?? It just says “I have my life together” and I love that.
When I entered college, I told myself, “yeah, it’s time, I’m about to become that person.” Clean space, little to no decorations, everything looking mature. My parents used to complain about the many boys posters in my room back at home.
For like a few days, I was feeling myself 😂
But Something just felt off
My room felt EMPTY.
Like something was missing. The walls were just plainly staring at me. No life 😭 I tried to convince myself it was “aesthetic” but deep down I knew I was suffering.
I started missing my BTS posters back at home. I just didn't want to give off a weird vibe as a first impression in college. The silence in that room was too loud 😭
Next thing I knew, I was back on my phone, going through other interior accessories I didn’t even have patience for. At least it doesn't have to be that empty, little portrait and flowers won't be that bad. I was checking everywhere, mixing options from Amazon and Alibaba.
At some point I just laughed at myself like “who sent me this minimalist lifestyle??”
I eagerly waited for weeks to receive my package. Maybe I’ll try minimalism again in the future.