u/Far-Lake1095

I just got my final grades back and I got a C+ in physiology and a C in ochem 2. I’m trying to go to vet school but I feel like this fucks me over really bad. The problem if I don’t get into vet school is that there is no plan B to make money and live in the world. I’m desperately applying to internships in my major field (ecology and environmental science) to get that plan B but this major makes nothing and there’s no roles. Am I doomed to be a dead end veterinary assistant forever? How do I even pivot? I don’t know what to do I feel so stupid at school so burnt out and so scared about the future. I just want a stable job and to be able to support a family. My gpa dropped from a 3.6- 3.4 w my grades this semester. (Context: this semester was really emotionally difficult my childhood cat died my grandpa died my childhood dog died my snail died and I had to euthanize my beta fish- all were pretty traumatic deaths. I also was recovering from bulging two discs in my spine) idk pls any advice I just feel very depressed and hopeless and scared. Intensely scared about the future. I need to be able to make a living.