My whole life I was raised religious, my dad was a pastor and usually our home was a church. Yeah, it sucked and we moved a lot so we could have a bigger space, so I never really had a stable home. They never really had time for raising me either, most days of the week we had to do something religious, and it's driving me crazy.
I've had my own thoughts about religion ever since I could think, so even until now I'm just bearing with it, hoping I could move out when college comes. It seriously fucked me up and my relationships, like I couldn't be with my friends unless my parents knew them and they'd try to indoctrinate them. I just need to know if it's worth it, that there's a better, more free life out there that wouldn't hurt me. I'm sorry if this was too long, I needed to get it out of my chest.