they dont check my grades. i have some type of executive dysfunction or something so It feels like im hovering my hand over a hot stove whenever i want to do homework. they think im doing very well.
i hate hate hate online school so much i do everything im my own teacher even thought I have a teacher bit it doesnt feel real even its just like some sick video game that I dont want to play anymore. it doesnt feel like it matters at all! i just dont want to do this anymore im so alone
I feel like this is a common thing from what Ive seen. thoughts?
ive been online school for most of high school, im a junior, and Im failing. I just dont have motivation to do assignments it feels so meaningless. it feels like a videogame I can opt out of. my parents dont check my grades at all and they brag about it and say how good i have it and that they dont look. i feel like they should at least be motivating me a little? what do I do that this point, im basically not learning. is public school that much better? am i just lazy?
edit: any advice on what I should do? i feel like its too late for school.