u/Fantastic_Oil_7174

⚠️If you have trouble with limiting belief, DO NOT READ!!⚠️. Anyway , as the title says , I’m desperate for help so let me give you some context, I’m always daydreaming and fantasying about my dream life and that happend ever since I was a kid. One day . In August 2025 I saw a sub for hair growth and I didn’t knew what it really was so I did my research and after I did it, I said to my self “this is going to be the key to achieving my dream life” now let’s get back to may 2026, I was always telling myself I’ll start this summer to listen to them and start focusing on those things since in my country, this year of school , I have a really important exam but one day I saw a post on Reddit with a girl posting her results of her lip sub and damm, her lips were plump asf so I went to her comment section and saw the sub she used, so I found it on YouTube and listened to it for about a full week and at first I was deatached but sometimes I would look in the mirror and I just didn’t saw my results so u told myself , I’ll just keep listening and stop focusing on the result , but the result never came , so I started obsessing over it and when I say obsessing I mean it , I was always listening to it and affirming and doing what I was supposed to but it just never came , I get it that you have to detach but it’s easier said than done……. After becoming litteraly obsessed with it I also started feeling more depressed and one day , I thought to myself what if those subliminals aren’t working and then my whole life that I planned just fell aparat because my dream life was litteraly build on the idea that I will achieve it by subliminals but if subliminals don’t work then, is my life just meaningless? And some point I also tought to myself that I should jump off a building ( I had those thoughts before but they stopped but now , they started to come back or they came back at that moment) anyways I decided to take a break since this is NOT healthy, but now I’m willing to restart my journey, in a healthy way, so please if you have any helpful tips or kind advice please drop it in the comments , it would really help me🥹 ( also sorry for my grammar English isn’t my first language.)

⚠️If you have trouble with limiting belief, DO NOT READ!!⚠️. Anyway , as the title says , I’m desperate for help so let me give you some context, I’m always daydreaming and fantasying about my dream life and that happend ever since I was a kid. One day . In August 2025 I saw a sub for hair growth and I didn’t knew what it really was so I did my research and after I did it, I said to my self “this is going to be the key to achieving my dream life” now let’s get back to may 2026, I was always telling myself I’ll start this summer to listen to them and start focusing on those things since in my country, this year of school , I have a really important exam but one day I saw a post on Reddit with a girl posting her results of her lip sub and damm, her lips were plump asf so I went to her comment section and saw the sub she used, so I found it on YouTube and listened to it for about a full week and at first I was deatached but sometimes I would look in the mirror and I just didn’t saw my results so u told myself , I’ll just keep listening and stop focusing on the result , but the result never came , so I started obsessing over it and when I say obsessing I mean it , I was always listening to it and affirming and doing what I was supposed to but it just never came , I get it that you have to detach but it’s easier said than done……. After becoming litteraly obsessed with it I also started feeling more depressed and one day , I thought to myself what if those subliminals aren’t working and then my whole life that I planned just fell aparat because my dream life was litteraly build on the idea that I will achieve it by subliminals but if subliminals don’t work then, is my life just meaningless? And some point I also tought to myself that I should jump off a building ( I had those thoughts before but they stopped but now , they started to come back or they came back at that moment) anyways I decided to take a break since this is NOT healthy, but now I’m willing to restart my journey, in a healthy way, so please if you have any helpful tips or kind advice please drop it in the comments , it would really help me🥹 ( also sorry for my grammar English isn’t my first language.)