this is giving me so much anxiety. this feels worse than just being flat out rejected.
from my fwb:
"So like I kinda have thought about it? However I can’t seem to actually come to a conclusion. It’s like part of me wants to say fuck it and just do it. The other part of me can’t get past the risk (I know it’s very small)"
fml
hey guysss,
it happened for the first time in many years for me about a few months ago. see my post for details on that experience cause i won't go as in depth here. wanted to share the experience anyways.
please take this word is advice from me. listen to your doctor when they tell you not to drink on SSRIs. i never had more than one drink on these meds except for tonight.
after 4-5 glasses of wine i was SCREWED up. then i knew i needed to puke. then it happened. tbh my friend and i were so drunk that it was really funny to us. the actual puking part sucked but then i felt way better. i'm attributing that to not being hungover this morning.
anyways, recovery is possible. the yak was no fun, but getting drunk with my friends was worth it id say. it also sobered me up enough to go and get in bed with a bowl. didn't throw up again after that
stay safe out there and don't drink on your antidepressants 😭😭