u/FantasticJunket6016

i’m not sure where to start, but I’m feeling exhausted and terrible. My 14 months old has very strong temperament that’s really getting hard. He has issue with solid as well as sleep. We are cosleeping from 5 months, he is very light sleeper. After he started crawling, our sleeping situation is on floor bed in his playroom, I co-sleep with him in a hope to get some sleep for myself. my husband sleeps in the bedroom. Past one week it’s getting worse.
Today he woke up at 1:30am, I tried to put him back, rocked him, played nursery rhymes, lullabies, gave him bottle. Still after 2 hrs at 3:30am, he is refusing to sleep and keeps crying. He is healthy, not that he is sick.
I got just 1:30 hrs sleep today. I’m also a working mom, need to go to office, before that cook food for breakfast and lunch separately for baby and adults. My toddler is having texture issues, he is picky with 3-4 food items on his list. He wont eat veggies or fruits or anything that is soft and sticky.
Getting exhausted and today I vented out on my toddler. I just threw him in the bed, waking up his dad. Feeling really bad for not controlling my anger. Need real advice. i’m not up for sleeping training him. Badly need some sleep atleast 6hrs.