I got jealous and did something I regret.
TLDR: Seeking help on undoing an energy manipulation spell and repenting for what I did.
I got jealous of a partner who was seeing other people and I wrote their name under a red candle and imagined their love for me amplifying so they’d only be with me. I usually perform shadow-work and I have done shadow work for every spell without fail for two years.
I’m an Electic witch and I pray to Ochosi and Hecate. I’ve asked for my spirit guides to help me undo the spell and to guide me back onto the right path, but my usually strong inuition isn’t helping me find a way to reverse this spell.
I feel so guilty that I can’t breathe properly, minutes atter I casted the spell he called me crying and apologizing and I just felt lost. I got what I wanted in the moment but in the end I’m realized that I fought against the universe when it gave me signs to leave, something that I’ve never wanted or will ever want to do again.
The only Idea I have to reverse the spell is using a white candle and mirror and taking the excess energy I gave him and absorbing it, since it had to of come from somewhere. I assume I unintentionally used my energy in the first place since I didn’t use any crystals in my angry haze.
Any advice is important, thank you.