I cheated on my ex who i wasn't really in a relationship with
i (17'F) was in a relationship with this(19'M) guy for a year in 2025 then we broke up
we were on and off for several months we never labelled it but we were basically together
I met another guy when we stopped talking then we dated for a while but I got assaulted so it broke me and I went back to my ex for comfort and he provided that for me
I was speaking to other people during this time and one of them I met and we kissed
but this happened when my ex ended whatever we had over some fucked up joke that I made about kissing some guy (not the guy i met)
we did get back But I didn't tell him about the guy that I met because i knew it would get messy and ruin things between us
I love him so much and I regret whatever i did during the time he ended things with me because I was so desperate to talk to someone
then he found out about it and ended things with me for real
I can't process this event it's eating me from the inside i feel horrible
he was the only person I ever truly loved and wished well for i dreamt of a future with him now he wont even talk to me, do you think he'll ever forgive me and what might potentially fix it I'm really desperate
was what I did unforgivable