Hey everyone! First of all, good luck to all of you at your work and rest well if you're out of work.
So I'm here because it's currently 2 in the morning, I'm at work and im contemplating my existence and actions in this place, or specifically the many mistakes that I make during it and how the workplace I'm at is nearly constantly reminding me of my mistakes.
Cutting to the chase, I don't particularly like my work. Yes it's quiet in such hours and I sometimes have time where I can take a break and listen to podcasts, watch a movie which is awesome! The pay is the bare minimum which is to be expected, but it pays the bills so I'm fine with that.
But, as of recently, my boss has been treating me to what I personally find fairly harshly. One time I broke a piece of kitchen equipment got scolded and reminded for it for a week. Then at one point in the middle of my shift I forget to properly drain a dishwasher of the bar... This one he's been reminding it to me over a month. Couple days ago, after not asking if a client was a newcomer or not, he said that if I don't want do the way he wants the things to be done, that I am no useful than a machine.
There are some other issues left and right but I'll spare you those.
In the end I just want to ask, is it my fault for being so incompetent at my workplace? Or should I actually search for work elsewhere? Because to be honest pretty much every time before coming to work I fear to be scolded for any little or big mistake that I make.
Thanks to you all.