Is it normal to cry this much during your first job/internship?
I’m a fresher trainee and lately I feel mentally exhausted from my office environment. I genuinely try my best every single day. I do the changes they ask for, complete tasks, listen carefully, and try to improve myself constantly. But somehow, my seniors and boss still end up getting angry at me often, and it has slowly started affecting my confidence deeply.
I don’t even know who I should talk to anymore. My routine has become: cry, sleep, go to work, hear things, come back home, cry again. I feel emotionally drained and stuck because I still have to continue working there for some time.
I don’t know if I’m actually bad at my work or if this environment has just broken my confidence. Has anyone else gone through something similar early in their career? How did you survive it mentally?