Immediate Gnosis with Liber Azerate: Workplace vision of flies and emotional disconnection.
"Greetings. I started reading Liber Azerate and on the very first day, I had a transformative experience. I’ve been dealing with heavy stress from toxic bosses and coworkers. In my dream, my vision turned blood-red, and as I walked through my workplace, all those people turned into disgusting flies.
When I woke up, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, as if I had performed a heavy ritual. However, when I got to work, I started seeing those people as flies again. Immediately, I felt a total disconnection: fear, stress, and even 'human love' vanished. I feel no emotions toward them now, only a cold liberation.
What exactly happened here? Is this a manifestation of Beelzebub’s alchemy or a direct awakening of the Black Flame through the 218 Current? I seek guidance on how to handle this newfound exhaustion and void."