hey
hey, I hope this letter doesn't find you.
I got my space but I will not reach out to you because you shouldn't be distracted by me.
Till now I don't understand why you had to make me leave. And now that I still don't, I finally learn why you said I would never understand your feelings.
I really need to make my mind and move on so that I can act on what is left for my life. I sometimes turn around and look back where we were. Whether things were good or ugly I was just happy being with you. I could love, dream and plan so easily even when you were not sure about our life together. I cannot insist on what I really want, yet I will never be able to hate you. So don't blame yourself on what you didn't choose. And my choice is never punishment, please try to accept as it is.
I just hope you don't waste your time on me in the end. I still believe you will be something great in the future. It will, and should happen without me. Do it for yourself.
Always wish you the best
your ex