u/Fandomandwhatnot

What even happened? I learnt so much from this relationship about my patterns etc but I feel kinda hopeless for marriage now.

Idk what are the timelines of getting married? I'm kinda torn between fully settling down first, then finding someone but the want is big. I also heard my luck will take off post marriage, so idk.

Any help on marriage timeline, partner I will end up with, his personality? My chart doesn't support distance, breaking then ending up together, right?

What even happened? I learnt so much from this relationship about my patterns etc but I feel kinda hopeless for marriage now.

Idk what are the timelines of getting married? I'm kinda torn between fully settling down first, then finding someone but the want is big. I also heard my luck will take off post marriage, so idk.

Any help on marriage timeline, partner I will end up with? My chart doesn't support distance, breaking then ending up together, right?

Hey you guys!

I've been in tech marketing all my life. But: Sudden job changes, have seen betrayal at work and have been fired as well, even when I've built it from ground up, even if I'm considered 'smart' or people come to me for advice. Even if I've worked hard the most yet :/ I know everyone does, but trust me - I do work hard and am a workaholic. I understood some early career stuff was karmic according to an astrologer, but man I can't wait for it to get better and work with a recognised organization.

However - I've also noticed if they've wronged me (ethically and otherwise), 2 of them did go out of business. Had a sociopath of a manager who was manipulative. Ofc it wont be applicable for all.

I feel that's subjective but regardless, I do feel I should be doing my own business eventually in tech. I do feel different but maybe all of us do at work if we're good at it?

it just feels like my soul calling is something else but I'm not sure how to get there entirely, as of now. Primarily because I need security in the short run to fulfil the long run goal.

I do want to do businesses which I'm not even sure I'm qualified for but feel can pull it off with experience (i have immense early stage startup experience). But I do have a fear of failure but I feel I'll live with it if I atleast try.
I also have ADHD which makes it hard yet I'm a workaholic? The irony. I know a lot of entrepreneurs have ADHD too.

It's also a shame. I've seen a lot of naive founders make it big. Idk but I feel business comes naturally to me, more like instinctual. Also because of experience, it wasn't always like this.

Regardless, need help.

What careers can I be great in? I'd love to teach but with AI and no masters degree, idk how to. Who knows I might get one in the future.