u/Fancy_Tea4043

Man, I’m at this crossroads and it’s hard to stand. I feel like it’s always been easier having someone to believe in me. Now here I am. Alone. And I have to believe in myself. I have to believe but I feel like an imposter. Like it’s this I don’t deserve. A dream i should not have won.
Or one soon forced sacrificed because of this never ending constant struggle at life.

But tonight I breathed and realize when I’m eighty plus ten, I’ll want to do this again. I’ll want the pain. I’ll want the scare. I’ll want another chance at life with all the ups and downs it brings. Probably twenty years of more breaths to hear the sparrows sing.

So even thru a heartbreak, a good soul shake and my damn mistakes …I’m gonna try to stand again.