My thoughts lately
For the past couple of days, I have been in distress. I am not meant to slave away my life in corporate, I’ve always been artistically inclined even if I don’t actively show it, creativity is all I think about. Creative things in every aspect is what fills my mind and imagination, film ideas, visuals, painting ideas, music ideas, fashion ideas. I know that I am meant for something big, I feel it deep in my soul. I am meant to make art and share it with the world but I am also afraid to be seen. I am afraid of harsh criticism, people can cut you up into pieces through words alone. I’m way too sensitive and I won’t be able to handle any unwarranted backlash that could come my way.
I don’t want to go to work tomorrow I just want to paint and make music for fuck’s sake