u/FancyPomegranate2297

I have never had an orgasm, never had sex but i am almost craving the feeling of just feeling if that makes sense. I have a vibrating bullet but i am scared to get a proper toy as i live at home still. Sometimes I find myself watching porn and master bating but i get icked by what i watch and try on my own but never end up having an orgasm

I don't know what to do it's very frustrating that I don't know my own body.

Please help!!