Hi friends,
I am currently caught in the loop - and I know I must break the pattern so the pattern doesn’t repeat tomorrow - I am very self aware and see how the situation I am currently in no longer serves me. I feel stagnant in my life cause it’s just ground hog day same thing different week.
For reference I am working in the service industry in my home town. I know I need to leave and pop the bubble to expand my reality - I’m caught in a cycle because where I currently work the money is hard to walk away from - it’s consistent asf and I only have to work 3 days a week - longggg late hours though (night shift) I feel internal pull because this job has served it purpose and it’s time to move on - yet I am trying to release the scarcity mindset because I am not sure what I would do for work or where I wanna move too. Yes I could bartend anywhere in the world but I feel I’m growing from this chapter.
I also am getting closer to wanting to slow down and start a family and the high volume industry night life is not fit for me anymore.
Looking for guidance for the ones who have been in my shoes. I’m also a writer and that’s what sets my soul on fire <3 I just need to get back in touch with my creative flow.