I am pretty new to manifesting and LOA. A few weeks ago someone I’d been seeing ended things for reasons that had a lot more to do with timing/circumstance than incompatibility. I took it way harder than I would have thought and was pretty depressed until I stumbled across a podcast with Joe Dispenza talking about creating your own reality, which led me to LOA and manifesting.
It was like a flip switched. I felt a little crazy telling myself someone who had dumped me was in love with me, was thrilled to start a family with me, was actually mine, etc. but my mood did a 180 and I figured there’s no harm in shifting my perspective to abundance (plus I think of it kinda as “him or someone better”).
That said, it’s been a couple of weeks, and I’m finding I have a very hard time staying in that positive state. I try to shift my thoughts whenever negative ones (in lack) come up, but I can still “feel” them. I hit a wall internally where if I’m not actively forcing visualizations of my SP choosing me, I know that they rejected me and wonder if I should just move on. I can’t really figure out how to feel the end goal all the time and also “let it go” so it feels like I’m trying to simultaneously manifest my sp while also unintentionally manifesting the lack of them.
Wondering if anyone has any suggestions? I’m currently doing some Joe Dispenza meditations, listening to subliminals, using affirmations, and doing visualizations.