First, so grateful for this group always and forever ❤️. I am almost 36, been ttc for 4 hours, have had one egg retrieval that yielded 4 euploids, and one low level mosaic and one high level mosaic, both segmental. Main issue is thin, non trilaminar lining but on a kitchen sink medicated cycle with PRP and GCSF I get to 7mm, once 8. Over two years of every protocol under the sun to get me here and probably 11 cycles total, 6 cancelled. 3rd was a chemical, 4th miscarried at 6 weeks, and just found out my 6th transfer (of the LLM) didn’t implant.
What to do next? The HLM is a day 6 6BB so not ideal. But a part of me just wants to do it asap cynically seeing it as hopeless so I can move onto a new clinic and new retrieval, I’ve been with the same clinic the entire time and it certainly hasn’t been perfect, but I’m not sure where the grass is greener. I live in Ontario and this was my funded cycle, so my instinct is to milk it for all it’s worth before starting to fork out the big bucks for a new round. Or should I jump ship and start fresh now elsewhere to get those euploids before another year slips away and leave this one in the bank indefinitely? I figure I need to start looking into surrogacy too.
Feel like I’m running out of time, feel awful, feel hopeless. Not even sure what I’m asking of you all. But thanks for listening 💕