u/ExternalWestern1186

I am a guy who lives on my own. Never been to n a relationship. I used to be ok living alone at night but as someone who lives in his 30s. Why does loneliness hit so hard now? It’s like when It gets around 10pm, I start to feel sad and teary eyed. I try to play video games I like but those start to get boring. I’m trying to get back into shows. But even that doesn’t help much. I guess I may be missing out in a relationship because I can’t stand this feeling and I don’t like being emotional about it. Any tips to help at night?