So last night, me and my girlfriend had our first bump. In other words, I made a mistake, and it was completely by accident. But it was made, and I had to make up for it. Over the course of 3 hours I talked to her about much she meant to me, how much I loved her, and proving to her that I dont see anyone else in the world when I look at her. And eventually I was able to make things better. But then she had to tell me personal things that she said might "bother me" enough for me abd incase it does I should go ahead and leave. But after she told me, we cried together, and i assured her that I wasnt going anywhere. And I meant it. Because I love her more than life itself. I love her more than anything..
But it was roughly 6 o'clock in the morning, and I was already exhausted from crying, and I forgot to plug up my phone, and it died shortly after I fell asleep. And she texted me three times last night and then I havent heard anything from her since.. its only 11:30 for her now as I write this post, but im so afraid to lose her.. I left her so many messages explaining what happened.. I think roughly 85 messages.. and im so scared to lose her.. shes my entire world..