The Brutal Truth
We didn’t work out after 3 months the first time we started dating, but we stayed friends.
You were always there and i appreciated it. You always chose me over anyone you could have been dating only because you wanted another shot with me.
Well enough time passed and I finally caved and gave us a second chance and i fell hard over heels for your love. I didn’t think anyone could love me after you. Always telling me no one will love me the way you do and reminding me how lucky I am to have you because you could have anyone but you chose me, but I need to show you that I choose you for everything too.
After 2 years we broke up. I think about you all of the time when a sad break up song comes on or randomly driving in the car alone. I deleted all of my social media to stop reaching out bc i want to talk to you. I miss you in my life. I just want to say two dozen roses is exactly how i feel when it comes to you. Please tell me you want us back and how it can change. You messaged once stating that you were finally dating someone your age and that you now understood our age gap would never work.
I have moved on with someone new and he sincerely makes me a better person, but I am still struggling to let go of my past. I need advice.