u/Express_Studio_2503

I I’m born and raised a Christian but I’m not gay but I don’t know why when I went to his house I feel into lust and I’m a virgin but I was Also falling into lust and it ended whre he gave me oral that all but then I left and regreted it and prayed to god I regretted but this person was very wierd bc I found out he did voodo i know im not that but it somehow managed to bring me back for the same thing but not sex and I stoped it blocked and prayed to get out of tha negative energy and im scared i regret it im still a v but i don’t know why I feel into that it was just lust I regret it I really do and scared idk why I feel into tha and I keep praying and feel lost I really do it was the biggest mistake of my life bc of lust and ik im not that and I regret it idk what to do then i was so lost then i lost my v to a women I didn’t even love one time thing then another time those 4 sins haunt me really bad sleeping with someone I don’t see in my future then having that other thing mistake im so lost and i cry knowing i regret it i don’t know I just ask to pray for me I really regret it I do