So I'm going to dedicate my next 1 year onto something to make money online, I'm literally going lock in for the next 1 year and won't quit before that, and I'm starting from zero like no capital or resources. So I need a domain or path to choose to achieve my first million online ( I know I sounded a bit unreal there ), there are many online money making like , Dropshipping, Content Creation, AI Businesses, Trading, Affiliate Marketing, Service Arbitrage, Flipping, Clipping, and many more, claiming that many made millions through with ideas, but I couldn't find any real , genuine successful story or results from any of these, but I know that doesn't mean these are all just flop methos, so I want to choose a way from these or anything other that is underserved, and stick to it for the next 1 year, to know can I actually make my first income from online, so which one should I choose?
u/Express_Locksmith449
So I have really extream social anxiety issues, and we can't really control it. So the incident was , I'm working in a gym as a receptionist for part time, and there are many members who visit the receipt and l have to handle them, as a person with severe social anxiety, it's really terrifying to handle people, so the incidents was, today some of the members came at me like 3-4 , they were not like rude or intimating, but they talk to me sarcastically and in a joking manner , but I couldn't even take that , I literally got shivering, my face got tight and become akward, and they literally felt bad about me and stop and went , like that's literally embarassing to even think about, I felt like I'm literally pathetic, while I'm behaving scared someone with them touch my chest to check my heart beat, the whole situation I felt really shameful. And the Worst part is I have to face them again daily, and it's not the first time I have to go through these kind of embarassing situations, one time I have to introduce myself in a stage, and I literally made it really awkward like I couldn't even say my name and I was literally shaking in fear, and after that incident I never faced that audience again. I don't know when I overcome this pathetic self of mine, it's seems impossible for me now and really effective my life, I went to many counciling but I couldn't even properly explain my problem to them. I don't even know if it's social anxiety or any other issues, but as for my memory I didn't have any past trauma, but for my current self it's like something inside me really is scared of these situations and I can't control it.
( Sorry for my poor English, it's not my first language )