u/Express-Apricot6740

Like the fact that you have no way of knowing whether or not anything is real, or that everything you experience is made up? I know it sounds highly egotistical to say "I could be the creator of everything" but it's a fear that I face every day. I will go days at a time just living, and when I remember I'm real and am experiencing things, I break down. I can't remember a lot of my life, and the stuff I do remember, I don't remember experiencing it. Just that I know it happened at one point. Is this normal?