Its all just blank
Today was my last class of engineering, and I thought I’d feel something..... but I don’t. Not sad, not happy just kind of blank, and I don’t really understand why.
I think what bothers me more is that after all these years, I still haven’t found my people. You know, the kind of friends you feel truly connected to. It feels like the people we think are ours aren’t really ours. No matter what you do or how much effort you put in, it never feels like enough and somehow you still end up feeling like a stranger.
I’ve spent so long in this same class, and yet I don’t feel attached to it in any real way. It’s like something shifted in me at some point, and now I just can’t connect with people the way I used to or maybe the way I’m supposed to.
has anyone else been in this situation ?