How to move on from this?? 🥹
I honestly don’t know how to process this right now and I just need support from someone because I feel completely shattered.
We were together for almost 3 years. He was genuinely the person I thought I would spend my future with. I trusted him so deeply that I never, ever imagined he could cheat on me.
Recently I found messages showing that he had been meeting another girl for several months. I also found out he even brought her to his house. That completely broke me. I feel like my whole reality collapsed in one moment.
The feelings are so intense that my heart is racing constantly, my anxiety is through the roof, and I feel physically sick from all of this. I keep replaying everything in my head trying to understand how someone I loved this much could do this.
What makes it even harder is that our lives were deeply connected. We shared so many interests, projects, work/business ideas, hobbies, and daily routines together. He wasn’t just my boyfriend, he was also my best friend and honestly my whole social circle. I don’t really have friends or people around me, so now I feel completely alone.
Right now I genuinely can’t imagine how people move on from something like this. It feels impossible.
If anyone has gone through something similar, I’d really appreciate hearing how you survived it because right now I feel completely broken. I feel I will lose myself and will lose this battle.