i’m so fucking depressed. this job is so pathetic and meaningless to society. my team is so difficult and toxic. bad snapshot after less than a year here
does anyone get upset about how meaningless this job is? lawyers, doctors, plumbers. these jobs contribute to society in real physical ways. what do we do? put numbers in a stupid ass excel spreadsheet for stupid ass parent and subsidiary companies.
we’re all replaceable and mean nothing to this company. we all know big 4 firms have probably the worst employee retention rate out of any company period.
i just can’t be asked anymore. the work is so pointless and meaningless. it means nothing. it’s not fun. it’s not interesting. is the decent paycheck worth the constant stress, the looming stress even after 5 pm? the expectations that you can’t have a life outside of the firm?
i regret going into accounting so much. i hate my job. i hate my life. my relationship is suffering from it. i had to go in anxiety meds just because of this job. i’m broke as fuck with a mountain of credit card debt. i’m so unhappy. just wanted to vent fuck this place
edit: the weekends, the late nights, the hours after 5 pm i’ve put in all for it to mean nothing and get a bad snapshot. i don’t know if it’s my meds but i genuinely do not care if i get fired